there is a light and it never goes out..

This is how I feel today. Tired. Lazy. Unmotivated. I need to snap out of it!! Ryan, if you are reading this, you already know all about it.

My night last night was so FRUSTRATING! To say the least. I just could not fall asleep. I dont understand it. I dont drink caffeine. I was TIRED. But I couldn't fall asleep. I was hot, then cold, then the moon was shining through the curtains. Then my cat jumped on me. Then I had to get up and pee. I tried everything..I changed what I was wearing, I tried to relax and try breathing deep. Nothing worked! When I FINALLY got to sleep..about two hours after I had laid down---I had nightmares! Over and over. I wont get into them, they were too horrible. *sigh* I hate nights like those.

In entertainment news...Nathan and I have started watching the first season of 24 on DVD. Gahhhh! SO GOOD! We care more about that show than each other, seems like. Nathan called me at work yesterday, Im thinking 'Aww, how sweet. He wants to chat'. NOPE. He wanted to make sure we were gonna watch 24 after American Idol. I should have known :)